A COLLECTION OF FAILURES

Tonight, I joined two of my flatmates for a little run at the park.395b8a0274a511e1989612313815112c_73

There were so many people there, some are families, friends, workmates and such.

I saw this little bench and decided to rest for a while as I listen to music.

Here’s what bump into my mind;

Life for me and for a lot of people is a gift from God.

Life is that particular reason why I get to wake up each morning. Have a seat at the balcony as I have a cup of coffee thinking about so much that I wanted to do for the rest of the day.

Life is a gift we should not stain of any regrets. A gift to act on our goals and dreams.

As a person I do fail at so many things.

That’s me. A FAILURE. but I never run out of courage to get up. I am not ashamed of calling my self a failure because someday it’ll change. as what my favorite quote said,

“A COLLECTION OF FAILURES WILL THEN BE CALLED EXPERIENCES

THAT WILL ALL LEAD US TO SUCCESS.”

I may have wasted too many or too much chances in my past but now, I’m weighing all the chances and choices.

I have wasted my shot to top my class as a student. But I cannot waste this chance in learning from the classroom of the real world.

I may have wasted my chance to top the sales chart back to the days when I was working for an advertising company. But now, I’m putting on extra efforts to sell my credentials and experiences to different companies I can find.

I may have wasted the chance to be the best player of all time in taekwondo during my athlete days. But now, I’m running endlessly as fast as I can in the race of life and success.

I am not the best in this world at any aspect of life. All i know and believe that as long as I am willing to run this race. I can reach that finish line with no regrets. I may run fast, I may run slow. I may stop for a while but I won’t forget I am bound to finish something.

People may love me or hate me. Build me or break me. At the very end, it’ll be God’s decision to where I am rightful to be. As long as heartaches, heartbreaks, disappointments come my way. I will smile. For me they’re nothing but proofs of God’s presence by my side every single day I am blessed with.

I do not wish to be the richest person there may be. But I do wish that I provide well for the life and family I am gifted so well.

I do not wish for people to look up to me, but I pray the they simply appreciate all the choices I have made. I do not wish for people to idolize me, but I pray for them to see my worth and my hopes.

Speak to _ _ press.

For the past years of my life that I’ve been writing and publishing the crappy things I write. The things I come up with either by stroking my pen on a piece of paper or tapping the letters on my laptop. Words not from my mind but from my heart. Probably one of the most perfect reason why I tend to make mistakes with the grammar or spelling.

It’s much easier to be yourself and say whatever your thoughts are than pretending you know everything under the sun.

I care less of what people think of what I say.
I care less of the things people may think about me because of what I say.
I speak to express and not to impress.

worth anything

Ever wonder why we often times spend the whole day wishing for so many things? Asking ourselves why we don’t have those certain things that we, made ourselves that they are part of our needs?

OVER THINKING…  ??

Over thinking about all those make us forget what we already have. Material aspects, they might be gone the next day but being contented within spiritually and emotionally, irreplaceable and of much more value than anything. I mean anything.

Let GO. Let GOD.1453

All of us go through a lot of storms in life without us knowing how it happened nor when will it come or go. Just as long as you know who to hold on to, and believe in yourself you’d survive everything.

 

As what I have learned today,

“it’s a lie to think that you’re not good enough. It’s a lie

to think that you’re not worth anything.” -NickVujicic

Bottom line.

GOD MADE YOU AS YOU ARE BECAUSE YOUR EXISTENCE HAS A UNIQUE PURPOSE IN ALL OF HIS CREATION.

Escape

Royale Breeze, Al Hamra VIllage ( Al Hamra Group L.L.C)
Royale Breeze, Al Hamra VIllage ( Al Hamra Group L.L.C)

There are those moments when thoughts are just over flowing my mind and I couldn’t just take any more.
I go home, change my clothes from corporate to the “just me-comfy clothes”.
I go out of the balcony and appreciate this view.
To some, this is just like any other balcony view, but for me, it is my escape.
My escape from thinking about the paper works I have to finish for the next day.
My escape from the things I fail to accomplish within the day.
My escape from all the worries of life that lies ahead.
My escape from all the thoughts of my life’s struggles and challenges.
My escape from missing my family.
My escape from the sadness of living alone.

Every day, looking at this view clears my mind and for some minutes I become relaxed.

The home I have found in the Rising Emirate

I have been living in UAE for a little more than a year now. 

I have spent those days and months living with people I barely know. Yet they showed me kindness and sense of belonging and I will forever be grateful to them. I have spent those resting moments in the lower level of a double deck. I had to wake up early to be able to take a bath with less pressure that someone is already waiting outside for his/her turn to use the bathroom.

I have spent those days and months away from my family yet never did my father’s advice left my mind, heart and soul. He used to tell me “dream high, aim high” and he would also tell me how big of a dreamer I was for a lady. I kept it as a reminder by heart.

So there I was, I tried spreading my wings as I let go of the things I already have. Hoping that I may find my shift in destiny by any chance. Just like any other person, I got bruises along the way, and in each of them is a life’s lesson bound to be learned, by me.  I came to a point that I have almost lost hope by I never stopped flipping my wings up and down praying for the wind of my path would start to calm. It did.

God was so great he blessed me with the light which made me see that doorway which leads to a bigger world of challenges and growth. A place where I can see my dreams turning into reality.  I have found a less expensive yet so adorable baby blue car, and that covered parking area by my workplace. A big building with a private access I can enter. That brown desk to work at and a boss who trusts his people.

Finding that perfect work, made me found a paradise. But never be blinded with the word for I have my own description of it.

Royal Breeze, Al Hamra Village (Al Hamra Group L.L.C.)
Al Hamra Group L.L.C. ( Al Hamra Village )

Paradise for me is a place so high I can see almost everything that surrounds me day and night.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Al Hamra Village

Paradise for me is a place with a balcony where I can calmly enjoy my hot cup of coffee in the morning. Where I can just close my eyes and play with my thoughts of life and every day. Reminiscing a little of my past thinking what the future may hold for me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Royal Breeze, Al Hamra Village
Al Hamra Golf  Course, Al Hamra Village

Paradise for me is a place surrounded by the sea, where I can just spend a moment worrying about nothing in my life. Where I can enjoy taking a little walk or jog just to clear my mind.


 

 

 

 

 Al Hamra Group L.L.C. ( Al Hamra Village )

As I turn a year older in UAE, away from my family. I have come to realize how blessed I am.

For I have found a new home in the rising emirate, Ras Al Khaimah.

Not being a great pretender

e71 (113)Most of the time, people would ask me,

“DO YOU EVEN EXPERIENCE ANY PROBLEMS IN LIFE?”

Then I just SMILE.

They ask such question because I always smile. I always tend to be so active in everything, outgoing and seems not to run out of things to talk about, words to say, and stories to tell.

Here’s the thing.

Everyday in our lives we meet new people, bond with the people we value, reunite with the people we used to be closed to.

But what’s important is that those times are so rare to have for us to create an impact to those people’s lives. What you do are things they can learn from either in a good or a bad way. Although we always claim to have clean intentions. Anyway, that’s not the main point here, what I am saying is that let us make sure that we always give ourselves the chance and the right to be HAPPY.

To ENJOY LIFE, HAVE FUN, EXPLORE, MAKE MISTAKES, LEARN FROM THEM, CORRECT THEM.

Same way should we also make sure to LIVE LEARN & LOVE.

EVERYDAY. TO EVERYONE. TO WHATEVER SITUATION.

always SMILE.

 it doesn’t make you a GREAT PRETENDER. Just a GOOD HANDLER.

I do this because there’s something I keep in my mind that I want to share. (something i decided to do after talking with some good friends tonight.)

SMILE despite your problems because not everybody wants to hear what your life is about or what you are going through. You’ll just feel right when you find the people you’d want to let your heartaches out to.

and so why waste the rare chances to SMILE & TO BE HAPPY. 

We only have 1 LIFE. make the most out of it.